So i just submitted another coupla pieces of writing today. The thoughts that went through my mind while i was writing them kept me up all night and even though its been nearly four year i still end up crying when the memories evade my mind, sometimes it seems so unbearable, but i just hate the way i feel when it all comes back, because i can remember just the way i felt when it all happened ever time. If you have no idea what i am talking about read Nightmarish memories from a past, its one of the pieces i just submitted, im sure you'll get the idea, to sum it up, i've had a pretty dark past, i just thought i got through it all, maybe i have, it just hurts so much when all of the memories come back to me. Hopefully it will end someday.
Im not really a depressing person, and i absolutely hate even seeming upset or crying but since i submitted some pieces about it i thought i would lay out a little bit of the description here rather than at the beginning of the pieces of writing. So for now i guess i will let you all go back to your peaceful lives, if that may be what you live